The post´s title is from Keane´s song "A Bad Dream".
I was wondering yesterday why I haven´t been on the mood of dressing up easy and nicely, waking up in a smooth mood and thinking my whole day is going to be alright and full of blessings. After a while of waking up I feel like that, its just that it doesn´t happen as soon as I rise.
Mom had a breakdown yesterday and I felt horrible. It just hurts me so much to see her cry. I don´t want her to ever be in pain and not for things that can easily be solved by people who love her. Right now I want to scream to them how mad I am because of their misunderstanding. For taking for granted everything she does for us and pushing so hard still. I wish I was strong enough to keep my tears from coming when trying to talk to them and just having some kind of hope and believing they are going to magically understand and act differently. I wish you two were here to witness everything and make us your priority. Just like we do with you. Not for a weekend, not just by calling, but for real-everyday-life and its happenings. Like I said "Guess I´m not the Fighting Kind".
I really liked my outfit today. I saw on some blogs yesterday that wide-leg pants are coming back and this morning I grabbed my Levi´s that I got from El Corte Inglés´s Outlet. So proud.
My weekend is coming out pretty nice as for this moment. I am having great surprises like yesterday my friend Marco finally giving me that Spanish Candy he promised: turrón. Also the girls visiting me for pizza night and today Neto´s lunch invitation.
Dad is coming to town so we´ll see. Hopefully I´ll have some time later to post the things that are currently making me happy. So long.
AB
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